oops. never update... anyway i haven't been myself this days.. i've been feeling so frustrated and trouble, i don't know why.. i get angry and pissed off easily accept i never show. i've always kept it in me...i don't know how to tell anyone how i feel cause in me. i feel so empty.... something empty. some things are not right... am i thinking too much? or it's just me? sharing my thoughts is hard... cause i don't know who to trust anymore... i come home feeling down, upset,miserable. for DAYS already..i come to school.. putting on a mask making people think that i'm happy... i feel so talkative, an idiot.when i talk to my friends,i'm like trying to make a fool out of myself or i'm just trying to get an attention or something.......i am not closed to my friends anyone... i feel as if i'm just needed people around me.in my mind i wanna schare my thoughts but, another part of me just won't say it, many of you might say..."just say la, or you can always share with me?" if you understand. that's good but all of you aren't me.... so how to understand.
maybe i share you might think you get it but you dont.
@ Tuesday, January 13, 2009Tuesday, January 13, 2009.