Well, here i am again to tell you what happen today. it was as usual a nerve racking experience for both seniors and juniors who are coming for this compeition for the very first time. i woke up really early today, feeling excited but and the same time my confidence was dropping slowly, but soon i pick myself up thinking that i shouldn't think so much because there's band member who really need my support. came to school with zubaidah, seeing all the band members in school preparing themselves with their full band uniform. i was nervous that my allergies came.but, i cooled down quickly.entered the bus felt like crying because that bad memories started coming back to my head slowly.. but i held back my tears.

arriving at Singapore Conference Hall. again , the same feeling came to me, i felt like crying. we were sittting at the same holding area, same tuning room,same stage! that was when i was secondary 2. Finally time for our performance. standing at the entrance. tears filled my eyes with water. time to go on stage. while playin' overture 1 half way that cryin' feeling came again. i could have chosen to just let my tears flow. but i didn't i hang out through out. after all this was over got off the stage havin' many band peeps cryin' because many parts they couldn't play and broke down. i feel that, you may have not played that part during the whole performance, but i believe you guys didn't did that on purpose. okay, when in to listen to all the other bands, waited for the result for a very long time.

Suddenly, it all became so quick. it was already our bands turn to have our results announced. we Received a BRONZE. i was disappointed but, again... those tears of mind is just to relax myself.. but i believe each and every single of my band members that after today's experience, you guys will take it even more serious in 2 years time. and i as you Drum Major will come back and watch you guys during SYF again! wearing the BAND UNIFORM! :D