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hillaryseng
4th August'1993
I'm turning SIXTEEN this year,and i'm a musician.
. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety:D I'd like to believe that I that's all you need to know.
playing the piano at home that's what i do.
playing the clarinet is my band that's what i play ,but most of all composing music is my style.
i was once a Section leader in my 2 years and soon promoted as the drum major of the Greenridge symphonice band'2008
2009' the year that i've step down and serving my band with pride all this years.
yea, that's who i am.
Only the peeps in my own school would know my Position better than you go BEAT IT!
PEACE OUT<3
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i'm disappointed with myself.

i don't know what's wrong with me lately.
The sudden anger made me see something.
it made me see, how much hatred i could make out of such a small problem.
how bad, i could have done to my friends around me. how guilty i could feel within a day,how bad i could felt doing such a thing to her.
i was too over, i am and i was.. i couldn't forgive myself even if you were okay about it or you were angry with me or pissed off with me.
the moment, we both us kept quiet was like hell and pain for me because i wish non of this would happen.
i when home keeping quiet though out my whole dinner, trying my best to get over it, but i couldn't... a another few hours later, my mum called me upstairs i gotten a bad scolding from her. i took the scolding without a single word to say, but just when down, dripping with tears of anger to myself, i'm so angry i was. i even thought of punishing myself so badly,(i did it because i deserved it)
i punched the wall several times, and i didn't felt any pain at all. what does the pain even mean to me anymore? it's nothing it's just a sudden bruise than all of it will recover back again. my dear friends i tried hard not to do such a thing, but.. i can't. sorry.please do forgive me.


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